8 February 2012

Hello new beginnings.. Goodbye negativity. I know I've failed to post in about a week, but let me catch you up on the insanity! The day after my acceptance to AUP, I discovered that my father was somewhat forced into retirement.. Now, that, my friend's is quite a long story. Anyways, with him no longer working at his current job, I began to be discouraged and lose all hopes of being a student in Paris. There are still many things worrying me, considering our would runs off of money, but I am trying to take a new approach on it. Instead of whining about, lets make a difference.. So I've restarted my job hunt, widening my possibilities, and really flaunting my talents to see where I end up. IF only life came with directions.. If I make a right here, where will I be in ten years? What about if I take a left? Then again, would that really be any fun? Nothing is easy, nor will it ever be. To get a good job, you must work for it. To get into a good university, you must study like crazy. To love, you must be willing to open your heart, even if there's the risk of being hurt. Who knows, maybe life isn't so hard afterall? Okay, now I'm joking. It's tough and there are no guarantees, nor are there any certainties, but doesn't that make life that much more interesting? We don't know how long we are set on this world or how long we get to enjoy all the things Mother Nature has to offer us.. so let's enjoy it, not only for ourselves, but for the people who are no longer here with us. Now that I've gone on a seemingly pointless tangent, I would just like to say that no matter how hard life gets or how much you wish there was an escape button, you're alive and breathing. So, let's be positive and take the things that aren't so great and use them to our advantage. Maybe along the way, you'll find something you've been missing all along...