19 February 2012

Hello and Goodbye February. This month drags on at times and speeds by others. In about 9 days, I will be eighteen. Wow! I've been waiting years and years for this, yet the closer it gets the more scary, rather than exciting, it becomes. Hopefully, 18 marks the good changes in my life, but only time will tell. I can legally buy scratchers and lottery tickets! Woop Woop! The best thing of all though, is I'll be able to drive soon! For me, a car is so much more than wheels.. its freedom! I can finally call up my siblings, my aunt, my cousins, my grandparents, and say, "Let's do something!" I'll be there in an hour or so!" Can you believe it? So exciting! The nerve racking part is, I'll be an adult. I have had so much to handle at 17 after the crazy year my family has had, to think that I'll have more responsibility is very frightening. But, I come from the Jancys/Zaycher bloodline, so I can do pretty much anything I put my mind and heart into. Eighteen. That number still seems so young, but it gives each person in America so much freedom. Let's hope I can achieve all the things I desire. Especially, to write a novel before I die. I want to base it off of my life and experiences, making it really person, but not biographical.. if that makes any sense. In about 9 days, I'll start really living and I'll make changes that will benefit me in the future. How exciting! How scary!